When I was a child, my
mother told me that when I was in Heaven I could have anything I wanted.
Truth be told, I wanted horses and endless rolling hills to run them on.
As I became older, my tastes became more sophisticated. I wanted more
and more sensual delights when I made it to Heaven.
You can imagine the shock I received when I was informed Heaven was the
contemplation of God. Right!—contemplating God while riding horses.
No…just the contemplation of God. I wondered how I was supposed to spend
eternity doing nothing but adoring God. One winter’s day, a holy monk
posed the same question to our Lord. The monk went on a walk and in a
beautiful snow covered valley spied a red bird singing a lovely song.
The saintly man sat down to listen. As the song ended, the monk gathered
his garment around him and walked back to his monastery. Upon arriving,
he realized he didn’t recognize anyone. Confused, he asked a young lad,
“Where is brother so and so?” The lad looked at him queerly and said,
“Well, he’s been buried in the cemetery for 50 years now.” And so the
monk discovered that all his brothers in Christ had died a long time
before, and that he himself had been gone over 100 years! Reeling in
shock, he sat down and realized he had spent 100 years gazing at that
lovely bird; yet it had seemed but a moment in time. How much more
glorious will it be to adore God in Heaven!
Can we find any red birds that transfix us for years in the snow?
Probably not, but God gives us something far better. He has given us
Himself to adore in Eucharistic adoration. How can we go to adoration
and be consumed with love? Christ, in His benevolent love, wants this
world and our love for one another to be steppingstones to His
magnificent love for us. The Catholic faith does not contradict what we
see as true on earth, it only adds to it. In the sacrament of marriage
this is especially true. A spouse’s willingness to sacrifice for and
give himself completely to the other may be the closest thing on earth
to God’s love for us. When we go to adoration, we can use the experience
of this wonderful human love to aid us in our prayer. What is even more
glorious is that when we traverse in thought from our love on earth to
God’s mystical love, He often rewards us by further blessing our
terrestrial loves.
A passionate kiss is one analogy that can be used to understand the love
we should have for Christ in the Eucharist. A movie’s rendering of a
kiss can convey the ardor we ought to have in our heart for Christ’s
Real Presence. In one movie a woman speaks to her lover and describes
the intimacy of a kiss: “There is something so romantic about a simple
kiss. It is as though when your lips meet he breathes in your soul and
you breathe in his soul.” Eucharistic adoration provides an opportunity
for the same intimacy with Christ.
The Curé of Ars describes how adoring Christ is like breathing in the
Spirit of God:
When we are before the Blessed Sacrament, let us open
our hearts; our good God will open His. We shall go to him; he will
come to us; the one to ask, the other to receive. It will be like a
breath from one to the other.
At Adoration, I breathe deeply the soul of Christ. When
I consider that He, my beloved, is breathing deeply of my own
impoverished soul, I am overwhelmed with a deep sense of awe and
humility. Who am I that I should receive such love and devotion from our
King? And, yet, He is there, longing for us more intently than any lover
on earth.
When I return home and greet my husband with a kiss, I delight in
sharing with him not only the depths of my soul but also all of Christ
that has managed to seep into my heart. Through such simple acts of
affection, my union with Christ intensifies my love and intimacy with my
husband.
In Heaven we adore and contemplate God. On earth we go to adoration, or
we make an altar within our own hearts and adore God. Take time out and
go to Eucharistic adoration. Go and love God and fix your mind on the
goal. Go and breathe deeply God’s love, and let His kisses intoxicate
your soul.
by Christy
Wall
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© Copyright 2002 Catholic Exchange
Christy Wall is a homeschooling mother of six who enjoys surfing with
her family on warm Sunday afternoons. She earned a B.A. at Thomas
Aquinas College and later a Paralegal degree so she could help her
husband with his law career.